Pain, Yearning and Reality

It has only been a few hours

But those hours seemed liked years

He could not comprehend the fact that she was missing

She was missing only because of him

Her little one had cried her heart out

To find her mother missing

What was he to say to her little one?

That her mother was missing just because of him.

His heart was in pain, filled with agony without her presence

He waited, he cried and he prayed

For her to be all right without any harm

He craved, he longed, he yearned and he desired

To see her safe and sound, without any harm

And when he could not take it anymore

There she came tumbling into the safety of his arms

And the time stopped for both of them

Both were lost in each other's eyes

Both were swept off their feet weaving into their own dreams

Until, they heard the little one crying

And their dreams crashed jolting them to reality.
(Fan Fiction - Geet Hui Sabse Parayi - Sanam09)

The Possibility

The sun had started rising slowly over the horizon

It was silently blessing him with its presence

The dark clouds were slowly drifting away from him

Taking away his suffering day after day.

She walks into his class room as a breath of fresh air

Her mere presence fills his life with enthusiasm

His heart starts its pumping by just looking at her

Her stolen glance at him awakens him from within

Her shy smile takes his breath away

Her musical voice sends shivers down his spine

Her touch soothes each and every cell is his body

He feels like he is in heaven, a blissful heaven.

He had started dreaming..dreaming again

The possibility of having her in his life

The possibility of her falling for him

His life is a mere instrument of her hands

Dancing to the tunes of the music she creates

He is just a follower and she his lead

He bows down at her even before the words leave her lips

She was all that they needed, the baby and him

She was all that they wanted

She was their life and their soul

She was the essence of their being

She was the princess, the princess of his dreams.
(Maan & Geet - Geet Hui Sabse Parayi, random post)

The Shadow of her Angel

She would be lost in his memories through days and nights
The pain of losing her love, the pain of being alone, only she knew

Her tears would never dry up and her sobs would never stop heaving 

A lonely soul is what she had become from the beginning of dusk to the ending of dawn 

Her pain would only heighten in the dark shadows of the night

Reminding her of him, their laughs and their lives together

She had forgotten to smile, to laugh and to mingle

She had forgotten to live, to trust, and to take a chance

She stood rooted in her past terrified of taking a step forward

Her identity had become the lonesome dark shadows of her being

She had become the quiet soul which diminished day by day

He had seen her years ago as a bubbly, smiling and happy girl

Now she had changed into a lifeless, listless, cold and lonely soul

Her pain would tug at his heart making him cringe throughout the days

Her tears would reach his soul causing his heart to churn from within

He wanted to bring her out, from the behind the walls of pain and grief

He wanted to sooth, ease and take her pain away

She danced alone that night shedding her repressed pain and grief

He danced behind her in her shadows being with her in each and every step

Cocooning her in his wings when she had almost given up on herself

He become her silent angel in disguise unknowingly 

She cried and broke down in his arms flowing away in her pain and grief

Unaware that he stepped into her life as a silent ray of the sun

Unaware that he would be treading along with her on the path that lead to colourful rainbows

Unaware that the angels were waiting for her to  trust, take a chance and move a step forward.

Unaware that the angels were waiting for him to hold her, reassure her and wisk her away into a different world.
(Dedicated to Angel24 - Shadow of her Angel - Maan & Geet)

Zindgai!

Ek tu thi meri zindagi, ek tu thi mera sahara

Na jaane yeh kya hoga, hua mein tujse paraya.

Na yaad tujko mein, na hamari aamanat

Na yaad tujko mein, na hamari mohabbat

Ek tu thi meri zindagi, ek tu thi mera sahara

In haathon se hi maine kiya tujko mujse paraya.

One chance!

They were both from different worlds

They both lived different lives

She could only afford simple things

Whereas he could buy the world and make it spin around him

Both lived with the memories of their painful past

While blinking tears from time to time

His life always revolved around his work

With not a moment spared for anything else

She had fallen for him in the last few months

And her life was filled with dreams of him and him only

The nights haunted her with his dreams

While the days made her restless working beside him

She wondered if she would ever get a chance to tell him

How she felt about him

She waited and waited hoping the day would come

Finally the heavens showered the blessings upon her

And gave her a chance, one chance

To make him see the world from her eyes

And to show him how much she cared

And here she was standing today in front of him

With a millon dollar smile while butterflies fluttered in her stomach

Thanking her stars for letting him be beside her

For the next 24 hours while seeing the world through her eyes!
(Maan & Geet - random post)

For Geet (Dodo)!

She was the one

The only one

One of a kind!

She was as innocent as a new born baby

As naïve as the first dew drop on the grass

As plain as the clear blue sky

As understanding a human can ever imagine

As truthful as the words of God

As believing as your faith can be

She was the one

The only one

His dodo!

She was unaware of what happened to her

She was unaware of what the future will bring for her

She was unaware that she was carrying a child

She was unaware that she was an unwed mother

She only knew one thing

That he was her Genie and he was her world

He could never do anything wrong

Her blind faith in him always reached its infinity

She loved him, loved him to the core

Her love for him had no boundaries

She only knew one thing

That she was his and he was hers

The sun blessed her with his shine

And the night cocooned her with his love.

She was his and only his

She loved him, more than he loved her.

She was the one

The only one

His dodo!

(Work of Fiction for Muskan's fan fiction Matri)

Today

It is just YOU and the universe

You create your today and nothing more,

You smile at the clouds

And dance in the rain.

You look at the moon showering its blessings

Today is today with no guarantee of tomorrow

YOU live for today only

If there is a tomorrow it is a blessing.

I, human; keep forgetting this concept

By dwelling in the past and dreaming of tomorrow.

Remember - You live for today only.

Him & Her

Maan

His love oozes from the angry words he says to her,

His love is in the harshness of his actions towards her

His love is in the guilt he feels in each and every cell of his body

His love is in his care and concern he portrays towards her..

 

Geet

 

Her love is in her silence when he is angry at her

Her love is in her being respectful towards him and  his Daadi

Her love is in her eyes..when she sees feels his pain

Her love is in the concern that she feels towards him

 

Both of them loved each other in their own ways

Both of them were scared due to their life experiences

Both of them did not know where they stood in each other's lives today

It is a matter of how life turns around for them

Because their destiny and their dreams are going to be written by the one and only.

(Fan Fiction - Geet Hui Sabse Payari)

Tomorrow - a poem

I hope to see some
Light at the end of the tunnel
A new sun shining on the horizon
Birds chirping away
Flower blooming in the spring
Children playing in the sand
And two love birds sharing eternity together